Give a break, would you! Chill baby chill!
You know what you have to really worry with the capital W?
GOD, yes God! Please worry that already 36 years you came to this earth but yet you have not seen or realized His presence in you! Aren't you worried about that at all? Oh yeah, let me guess, everybody around you has not seen Him either, so it is not a big deal! right? That's not what everyone around you is competing for, so there is no comparison about it. So it's okay. People only judge from your outer appearances not inner, right? Let's forget about all these people around us or about what they think of us, okay! It's not a big deal. Let's think of what God, the Creator would think about us, about being ungrateful. He gave us everything those we need for, do you even think of Him often? Did you put enough effort to reach him? Don't you give excuses about not having enough time okay! It is not a valid excuse! You know the way to reach God, the Yogis and Siddhars have proved that!
Stop giving excuses okay! You will regret very greatly later, which is the moment when you release your last breath on earth. Reach Him now Sharmila, you don't know when your moments would come, it might be today, tomorrow or .....